I remember feeling guilty because I was north visiting my parents on the 7th of July 2015. I was trying to contact Alison my girlfriend at the time but it was impossible.
From a distance I was hurting, I felt guilty because I wasn't in London and I didn't experience the cumulative grief as it happened.
I had the aftermath feelings, on the long tube journey for example, to the Elephant & Castle for work, it crossed my mind. Along with any bus journey after ward, sometimes on the same route.